Something Interesting

We as seekers in our lives are in a constant search of the entertainment elixir. Something which pleases our senses has become the sole satisfaction. Soul satisfaction has taken a back seat. Submitting to something else is obviously easier than submitting to oneself. Pondering over the subject, I realise that our purpose of worth on this mother earth has been reduced to finding something interesting.

As I endeavour to write something which could be remotely interesting to anyone reading, I find myself floundering under previously unfound pressures. Trying hard could be so obvious. Greatness always lies in doing the hardest and showing it to be the easiest(and I obviously am no great/fake). I also realise the unworthiness of doing something where your heart doesn't lie.

This is something people more often can relate to (myself included). Our choices were mostly governed by external factors. There wasn't ever any soul seeking as to what we needed, wanted, desired or aspired. Most of us have been running a rat's race and the race too has been that of robotic mice. Remote controlled, remotely thinking about the future impact of present events. The passion should always precede the necessary.

What we ignore is that we get into an inward spiral and not just a wrong track. There's nothing that makes you feel worthier than doing what you believe. Why should pleasing someone else please you more than doing something to please yourself. And of course it doesn't. We have always associated being selfish and stubborn as outrightly negative. Looking at it subjectively, doing what I love,when I love and holding my own ground that this is what I love; could not be held against me. This isn't which does or ever will bother me.

For anyone who read this, I didn't mean to write this for you so I wont like to hear if this wasn't the "something interesting" you were looking for. These are random thoughts that strike my mind and I like to write them down. Not being prophetic, I do like to see the page views growing but that isn't what this seeker seeks. Criticisms are always welcome and a thank you to everyone who did so while I was writing so as to prepare. I find myself satisfied, content, relaxed and pleased with whatever I am doing and have done (specially recently).